I love seeing God laughing. So I make plans, and I try to follow them persistently.
So did I after deciding to go to Turkey then to Pakistan. First I had to get money so one early morning I wrote my very first business plan in my life. I sent it to DrZsu who didn't like it at all, but gave me two great contacts, Azhar Rizvi and Com Mirza. Both of them are such great blessings in my life. Im so thankful for knowing them. This is what you can reward when you put your plan on a piece of paper and spread it. Yes, you will make God laugh, but if you don't plan, don't write it and don't share it, you will not gain anything.
Very soon I decided to go on a huge road-show and show teaching my step4english method. I found a beautiful team and we started planning together. Everything was absolutely superb.
I bought my flight tickets to Turkey and from Turkey to Karachi and back to Hungary from Islamabad. I applied for my visa, and on the morning my visa was put into my passport I woke up very early morning and while I had my "holy hour", I decided not to go to Pakistan in February. Couldn't tell why. There was no reason. The only thing I felt was a great fear which I couldn't conquer any other way but giving up my journey. I fell on my knees and opened my hands. I was preparing it for more than half a year.
I didn't cancelled Turkey so I flew at the end of January. While I was in Turkey, my father was taken to hospital, and he died last Thursday, on 20th February while I should still be in Pakistan if I hadn't cancelled it. What an anticipation! Yes, God was laughing at my plan, but listen! If you are a stubborn and persistent person, it's not easy at all to give up your own plan and accept God's plan instead. But if you aren't a stubborn and persistent person, you will never reach your goals, never aim the stars.
What a difficult task! Be persistent and stubborn but... How difficult it is to keep that very slight balance!
Isten szeret Téged! God loves you!
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