Gave Up

"Where there is a will, there is a way"

I'm ready to go to Pakistan. I've found nothing to stop me.

I have more and more close contacts in that 300 km circle.

The idea has been born too. It would be all about education. Children's education. I've asked my friends if they can arrange me visitings to schools and I've got some positive answers.

Also I would like to visit places where children can't go to school and find out if there is any will or desire of learning/teaching at home.

All signs show to go.

And at this point I gave up.

WHY????

To "give up" has another personal meaning for me than usual.

For me it means to give it to the strongest power ever, the power of God.
For me it means I do everything what I can, what I need to do, while being in contact to that higher power.
For me it means it's not me who want to make all efforts to succeed but leave it to the One who knows my way much better than me.
For me it means I know it will be GOOD.

And the most difficult time has arrived. To wait.